I have been meaning to keep a notebook and pen near my bed just in case I wake up in the middle of the night to write something. Most nights I remember in the middle of the night with complete details of my dreams.
Some dreams make no sense, they’re just random clips that don’t mean anything to me (like never ending stairs and many doors? – I had that when I was younger. Or maybe someone with a sickness that they had spaghetti inside of their body? which I had recently, etc). Some dreams make sense but are random, many I can control what I do and feel as if it really is happening and I THINK it really is, some I could control but are nightmares (which doesnt happen too often anymore) and I can usually wake myself up when I realize it’s a dream.
Some dreams mean nothing. Some has helped me with my faith, others I need to figure out.
Well, late Sunday night I woke up after a dream that I had. Since I went back to sleep without writing anything I do not remember details. All I remember is that part of the dream was random (I had a few people sleeping at my house after going somewhere during the day) and then the rest of the dream I do not remember details but I remember waking up to feeling as if my feelings were hurt and me being mad/disappointed at my younger brother. A few seconds after being awake I realized it was a dream and shortly after praying I fell asleep. That morning I couldn’t remember details.
Last night I had three dreams in all. First I had two dreams. The first one I remember only two people who were in the dream and I was sort of looking in but the emotions were there. I woke up feeling hurt. I remember realizing it was a dream but was thinking “what if it was a sign?”. I did fall asleep asking God questions relating to something he had told me about nine months ago which kind of had to do with my dream. Then again, it can just be my mind that formed that dream to mess with me. – The second dream I cannot remember anything now but I do know that when I woke up in the middle of the night I knew details of both dreams! I didn’t check what time it was but it was still dark outside. I was thinking about typing my dream down in Microsoft Word so I wont forget (my laptop was near my bed bc I like listening to music before going to bed) but I decided to pray instead. I was then too tired and fell back asleep. – I then had a third dream that made no sense and had some other things happen which I seem to dream about almost every time that I wake up mid night and either dont pray or do not stay up long enough to pray as I should OR if I wake up around 5/6 and I keep sleeping instead of getting up to fast. Anyways…
Reason for me writing this sort of long yet kind of pointless blog? – Not sure. I just need to start writing my dreams down. Seriously.
There’s only one dream that I have had these past few months that I remember every single detail and it had to do with demons which I am still trying to figure out the meaning to that dream. There’s others that I remember good but not every detail. Glad I remember those but I need to write all of them down. Maybe they will have some sort of sign or I will see a pattern. That will be cool.
